SPEAK UP!

hello guys!! as of now, this is my latest post..I’m so happy cos’ again,time is on my side for me to write all my experiences for the past days.actually, tgal n nun ah!swerte n lang s mkkbasa n2..hehe..i am really discreet these days..parang n22log n mantika…so 2 all my beloved friends n minsan ko lang po mkausap..or minsan ay tlgang di ko n nakakausap totally!i want to apologize..i really really miss all of you though!!

so,wla akong pasok ngaun…naku, wednesday is my fave day guys…for all your information, wednesday is indeed my lucky day!mrming nangyayari skin n memorable during wednesdays, unlike other days in a week.ewan ko ba..haha..so, i’m looking forward to watch my favorite tv series tonight…veronica mars, u know me…there’s also a part of me who wants to be a detective or an investigator someday..well, as long as i have my camera!and some gps tracker or what…naapektuhan n rin ako ng kakanood ng 24..god!ang ganda ng episode 3 season 6 kagabi…hanep tlga ang plot!
so kakakain ko lang din ng dalandan n sinawsaw sa sukang iloko…ILOKANA din po ako..kc im like suffering from scurvy…u know, kulang sa vitamin c..anemic din ako…wlang kulay lgi ung lips ko…

yesterday i watched harry potter 5..ang ganda…ok xa…npanuod ko nga pla ung behind the scenes knina…

buhay college, masaya! lalo na’t i feel comfortable with my blockmates..it’s as if mga mttgal n kming magkakakilala…there i have no problems when it comes to adapting with the classroom environment,,,buti n lang, wla nmang ngbibigay ng hard time sa amin,,,and also, masaya ngaung first year, e2 nga wla kming asynment…pero xempre, things will get more complicated as days go by…ryt? i hope we can get through it all!!

LUVLYF..haha…bglang npasok 2ng topic n to…im really not allowed to have this kind of aspect kc im too young and my parents expect a lot from me…but then im really caught in the middle of the situations…i kinda like giving my heart to a lot of guys i adore…but then, di ko alam kung cnong mahal ko sa knila…sorry ha! nwei, enough sa love, punta tau sa crush..haha…wla nmang masama sa crush ryt?..1st on the line,
chris carraba(vocalist of dashboard)
manu ginobili(recently bought 2 cards of him)
*****(lgi nia akong niloloko…wahaha)
piz(he does not piss me off!)
shia lebuff(i love him n tlga…diba it’s not too late p naman…)

haha…so much for those celeb..actually mrami pa yan kaso enough na,,di ako matatapos d2…

hehe…

so, anu p bang ngyayari s kin ngaun?

wla nman maxadong significant…

pero meron….anu b yun?

nkalimutan ko na…..

<sPeEcHlEsS>

LET GO…

2 words, easy to say but difficult to comprehend in terms of doing it

how can two words hinder me from doing something i want?

in fact, these are just two words…how come?

as onE OF MY FRIEND SAys " IS THERE such thing?"

you know it’s hard for someone to let go of something she really loves. I mean, you committed yourself on something you have to leave or the other way around.

as peyton says, " Everybody leaves."

Why is that so?

I’m wondering…..

The most waited talk show in town…yes! that’s the journey…haha!! Of course with the awaited brilliant hosts, Adeley and Millicent..

haha…totoo ba to? Cguro dapat hose ndi hosts..Un bang sa tubig..

Hehe..

anyway, I just want to let you know guys that I’m so happy yesterday and of course this day. The memory of going to Laguna is so great.

That is why I called it the journey. You want to know what happened?

Ang dami,,!! We went to different places with great views. Nakakawala ng stress! hehe..

Cent and I met in Buendia and rode a bus to Sta. Cruz. The bus dropped us of at the college junction and we rode a jeep to UPLB. That was fun travelling!

So we arrived at the largest university in the Philippines. WE have no idea where to go and where to satisfy our purpose in going there. I read the board and I felt disappointed but not that much. I certainlY ADMIRE mILLICENT, she taught me how to stay positive. So we decided to continue our journey. We had our UPGs photocopied and there we submitted those letters with relief. HAY! Natapos din…

OF course, para lubos lubos ang pamasahe namin. Di kami agad umuwi. We met Ate PJ. If it’s not for her, malamang di namin malalaman ang koalisyong ngaganap sa UP. So with happy souls, we walked around the campus. Ate PJ was our tour guide. I can say that she’s a great person. And also with my friendship Kuya Chad… Grabe! Napaka-hospitable nila!

Anyway, we left the university around 12:45. Pinakain kami ni friendship sa Jollibee. OO! Treat nia! ang bait nga eh…

After that, we went to a shopping mall. I had my pictures developed para maibigay sa mga Brothers. So that’s the hint. Our next stop is San Pablo. Wow! Ang daming tinuro sa amin ng friendship ko! Pinakita niya sa akin yung LSPC na ngayon ay LSPU na. Dumaan din kami sa BAlay-hangin na nakakatakot kasi dun daw tinatapon ung mga bangkay ng sina-salvage. Tuwing gabi daw may nagpapakita dun. KAtakot! So we reached the city. Dinala kami ni friendship sa simbahan nila. Nakakagulat! Nakita namin ung mga meeting places ng mga sakristan dun and iba pa.

NApunta na kami sa Alagad ni MAria dun.. Haha..Ang ganda! Kwentuhan kami at kung anu-ano pa. Nakakatuwa si Bro. JAmes. Anyway, next destination namin ay Sampaloc LAke. Ang ganda promise! Galing tlgang pumili ni friendship ng pupuntahan.

MEjo malungkot kasi patapos na ang araw. Gabi na. So ang last destination ay Ultimart ng San PAblo. For the last treat, Jollibee ulit kami. As always, treat na naman ni friendship. Hehe..

Ayun, off we go. Xempre nagpasalamat kami kay GOD sa napakagandang araw na binigay niya sa amin.

Hanggang sa hinatid na kami ni kuya chad sa sakayan pauwi. So sad.. PEro napaka-memorable tlga!! Hinding hindi ko mlilimutan to!

Sana maulit muli..

And off we go…

The Journey signing off..

i’m back on my senses once again….

tagal q ding nawala guys….

tinitingnan ko yung past kong entries d2…hehe…nkakatuwa clang balikan..

nwei..now i’m back on being makata…let’s talk about life…buhay-buhay….

alam q iba-iba tau ng nraranasan….

wait i’ll tell you my experiences this last ftm…our 5th and last formation team meeting in Antipolo with AM community…

so as usual sunduan sa red gate…uhm..ang usapan ng trainors sa rmhs….11 sa skul kmi magkikita kita….anong ngyari? wala cla dun…thinking na naiwan n q…nauna akong cubao…pgdting q dun…aba! ang tatag!! wla pang mga pipol….hay!! then hanggang nkita ko cla tita….nd c rico..ai..ang cute nia….hehe…then dumating na ang mga brothers at lumarga n kami…

on the way to tnrc…kaasar ung jip! lakas ng tunog..munitk n naming nasaksak ni mark ung manong..haha…d naman…pano b naman kasi..dumadagundong sa sobrang loud nung music!! kala q nga maaalis ung heart q..hehe..buti naman nde..

we arrived there finally..wala pang tao.ncr chapter plang..so un..libot2…kanta2..namiss din ksi namin ang ambience doon..kakaiba!!

dun kmi sa kubo besides the pool ng-stay..aun! kantahan at biruan…gang dumating na ung ibang trainors from laguna…

diretso n kami sa ‘IN’ place ni soon-to-be bro rommel..hay! guess what..sa refectory!! hehe…aun ngmerienda kami ng walang kmatayan na biscuit at nestea…trademark na 2!haha

tpos un…we went outside..to be specific in the all-purpose hall..we had our activity wherein it touched all our hearts.Some even wept…ako, naluha lang aq….The activity’s about the crosses we have in life…

tpos may umiiyak akong friend…na carried away xa..yan..ayaw nia kumain…pero at the end, napakain ko din xa…with the help of fr. jose…hehe

enough with that..

tpos blik uli sa activity…2nd module na…haha…naalala ko c bro armark…nkakatuwa…ang kulit nia kya di aq mkapag-concentrate dun sa activity…

a lot of stories came as my co-trainors as well as with the brother narrated their trials in life.nkakalungkot but then i realized, napakaswete q! d naman sa pagmamalaki pero i felt contented after the activity,,

all lights out…only 9 candles are lit in the side of papa jesus nailed in the cross..nakakaiyak…tpos may 1 tao ang ngshare ng kakaibang experience sa buhay..very heart-breaking tlga…d ko na npigilan un luha ko…

ang aga naming pnatulog..ang aga q ding nkatulog..

then sunday came..aun..start ng day..we had our mass..hehe…ngbasa aq ng first reading. then meeting about paligsaya…langya tlga…d n naman aq mkapagconcentrate…pnu c bro ren…ang sama! haha…mpanlait! yan tuloy binugbog ko xa..haha…

hanggang the ftm’s over na…aaawww…so sad…last na un,,..xempre picture2 with the brothers para naman may remembrance…

pero un cp ko alng infra and bluetooth..wah!! panu kaya 2? haha…

1 lang un sa unforgettable kong experience ngayong february…

aun..kanina..awarding sa journalism ng valencia which was held at quesci…i’m so happy…!! nnalo un page ko….may plaque din un at certificate!! luv it tlga….

hehe…naluha nga ko sa stage..and habang kinukuhanan kmi ng litarto..nanginginig un labi q….hay!!

kka2wa tlga!!

oooppss..gwa muna asynment….hehe..

that’s all for now…

bubye~luv yah ol!

MY LIFE SUCKS…

PS:nakakatrauma po..pls….stop it!!

hehe..nkakatawa ung panaginip ko…ang weird…ung mga dreams ko kabaligtaran lgi…uhmm..

monday last week pa napapaginipan ko na kasama ko un kaibigan ko na masaya..nung tinaawagan ko xa, ngtatampo pala…oh, unique dba? nung tinawagan ko xa at ngkausap n kami, nalaman ko ung dhilan at yun naaus na…di ko na xa uli napanaginipan…

isa pang dream, napaginipan ko c bro. lolo…ahehe…nand2 xa sa bulacan tapos nasa bakery xa, bumili ng madaming tinapay…bat kaya? gang ngaun di ko prin maintindihan..

e2 ang pinka-WEIRD sa lahat..napaginipan ko lang kagabi…fresh pa xa sa memory ko….uhmm.//kasi parang 2 ang episodes nun…naaalis daw ung ngipin ko pero puwede mabalik…..uhmm, ano kaya ibig sabihin nun? ung pangalawa naman related sa the grudge…hehe…pumunta daw ako sa house na un…at nandun si kayako…wala c toshio…as in andun xa, nglalakad at nananakot..pero di daw ako natakot…haha, anong koneksyon kaya nito?kasama ko pa dun un ninang ko tapos pinunasan nia ung mukha ni kayako na duguan…balak namin xang dalin sa ospital…para ngang may halo pang feng shui to kasi may part dun na lahat ng sisilip sa salamin ay mamamatay, un lang c kayako ang papatay sau, ndi c lotus feet..

ahehe…saya panaginip ko no? nwei, d2 lang kami sa house ngaung undas..since wla c papa, nasa zambales xa…mhirap mgcommute papuntang himlayan…ang layo pa! nwei, mgtitirik na lang kami ng candles for lolo and lola..tapos xempre prayers….very powerful!!

hehe..k till here na lang…npagtripan ko lang gumawa ng blog!!

it’s really complicated.everything! it’s seems that everybody’s engaged in a game…why???the pretty question is WHY!

can you find the answer to these silly questions of life?

why a person has to leave? this question goes for a friend. I dont know much of him but I know that he loves the place…the place that contains his heart and soul…

why the one you love doesn’t love you back? a very astounding one! and really heart breaking..this  goes for the one i really admire but he cant love me back for some reasons…

why dont you believe in karma? haha. dear cousin, what goes up must come down….i hope you’ll learn your lesson after what had happened to you.

why do plans dont work out? are they like promises, bound to be broken? for what are these plans?? yah i know, for excitement and then rejection next in line…

bkit kaya??pls…if you have the answers to these questions…can you pls post a comment…i really need your help..tnx

buti pa xa nakaalala..

ni minsan di ko naicp na xa pa ang makakaalala!!

buti pa xa kaya akong patawanin..

kung iba ung iniisip ko nalulungkot ako…

aun pala nandyan lang xa!

buti pa xa nandyan para sa akin!

tatahimik lang yan pero ang katahimikan ay may ibang kahulugan- ayun ay para lumapit ako sa kanya..

ang corny no?

iba ang nasa isip natin pero di natin namamalayan na nandyan na sa tabi mo ang hinahanap mo!

ang weird!

umaasa ka….mahirap! asa ka nga ng asa pero sa huli..wala naman!

nakakaasar tlaga! buti pa un di inaasahan..un ung nangyayari!! expect the unexpected..ika nga!!

nglalaro lang ang buhay!

thank you sau…tinuruan mo kong wag laging umasa! sa ngayo’y di na ko umaasa…

BASTA! at thank you sa nakaalala…mga? oo maraming nakaalala!!thank you sa inung lahat!

haha…walang pasok ngaun at bukas!!

phinga na naman at more time para gumawa ng assignments..

nwei…i received a wonderful gift nung WEDNESDAY!

it’s a memorable day for me..

YAY! i finally found what i was looking for..

ang saya ko..

tas walang pasok pa!

napanood ko pa c veronica mars..o, san k pa?

hehe..ang babaw ko no!??

wala lang..

have a nice day 2 ol!

whew! what a day!

I watched les miserables and I found it hilarious and at the same time very inspiring..

I bought 2A batteries in 7-11…and snacks to work with while travelling..

Joyce and me went to Antipolo..

Since it was our 3rd ftm, we tried to be there even though we had an activity in our campus..

you know what??

WE DID ARRIVED!! with so many misfortunes!!

first, instead of going to Antipolo, the tricycle brought us to Taytay!!

yes!! tour!! at last!! and we paid frickn’ 150 pesos!!

that is so lame!! why? we barely have money for that day!!

STUPID driver!

second, no!! i will not narrate that..observe MILITARY SECRECY!! it’s just between joyce and me..

anyway, now I arrived safe and sound in my hometown, BULACAN..

IMAGINE: Antipolo to Bulacan…gala tlaga!! hehe..

the truth is i am still not tired!! I want to stay late, watch a movie or something…

I have a big test tomorrow!!

still haven’t reviewed that much!!

Anyway, I made a keepsake!!

hope bro. and my co-trainors will like it!!

I wish to be recognized!!! pasaway ka!! hehe…dhil sau..nwala kami!!

huhu..kaka-trauma..!!

now..this is a fine restless day!!